Knowing that there are important things at work and Grandpa's not doing well, Life goes on.

Mark and I are still... leaving on a jetplane.

It's time to take a break and BREATHE.

And this case, Breathing does take alot of effort!

I always feel that should we stay too focused on one area of our lives, we will tend to neglect and eventually lose out in other aspects, forming part of our future regrets.

Dad and I were being overly engrossed working lately and making sure all's running smoothly.

It was only yesterday when April deliberately made a trip down to meet me for dinner, very much to my convenience, when I thought that I am so lucky to have people who care for me and are making efforts in maintaining our cohesive bond despite my tight schedule.

Grandpa was scheduled for a simple eye operation this morning when he accidentally went into a coma after that. With him still sleeping now, I am actually worried and can't stop praying as I work.

I guess my dad and I were both 'slapped in the face' upon hearing this this afternoon because despite knowing what happened, we had to continue to slave ourselves to the project on hand and not rush down to the hospital immediately.

All these while, We are never alone when we face problems and all of us are always supportive of one another. However, the helpless expression written all over dad's face and his false display of calmness when he told me about Grandpa, made me feel extremely horrible.

When will people around me understand that depending solely on one's effort will NEVER bring the company in another level?

Should you lean against the wall all your life, you are only waiting for walls to crack, debrises to fall and people to die.

Frankly speaking, as much as I believe in making efforts, generating new opportunities and improve ourselves, I am still very humane. I will get tired of everything.